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all i know... right now... is that YOU BETTER NOT LAY A HAND ON YOU!!!!! i WILL SERIOUSLY NOT DO WELL IF SOMETHING LIKE THAT HAPPENS TO YOU!!!!! i DO NOT WANT ANYTHING!!!!! ALL i WANT IS FOR YOU TO FEEL BETTER!!!!! FOR YOU TO SMILE!!!!! FOR YOU TO LAUGH!!!!! FOR YOU TO FEEL GREAT!!!!! i WANT YOU TO SIT BACK AND DO NOTHING!!!!! i WILL NOT EVEN LOOK AT YOU!!!!! i WILL DO SOMETHING FOR YOUR RENT!!!!! YOUR CABLENET!!!!! YOUR GROCERIES!!!!! i DO NOT CARE!!!!! and this may sound illogical to some people, heck... maybe even you! but i do not care!!!!! i seriously do not care!!!!! PLEASE! TELL ME YOU ARE OK! PLEASE TELL ME YOU ARE HEALTHY! YOU WILL KILL ME IN LIFE IF YOU HATE ME.