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i don't know if youre reading this... i do not have the slightest clue.i hope you are.what do you think this is for me- i ask you to please please plees forgive me for not being perfect.i do not know what to say.what to do.what to think.all i think is that you hate me for loving you.you hate me for loving who you are.and yes.and no.i am not upset.no.im hoping to be forgiven.my eyes yes are beginning to hurt.i... im... im sorry i am not perfect.you are that to me.