im sorry

im sorry. please forgive me. i feel like an absolute idiot now, most because i was writing this, and now it’s making it seem like this is sole purpose of my writing, like this is the sole purpose of us, like this is the sole purpose of everything. im sorry. it’s not. it never has been, and it never will be. im not using anything as my sob story, and just... well it was a passionate moment, when i... i thought you would like it, for the sake of writing it, and well, i think i went a little too far, and think you deserve my apologies, and to know that my intentions were to see you smile, not see this sort of result, where the intentions hardly matter, but the fact you don’t smile does, and to hell with everything i wrote – it means nothing because it didn’t even fulfill it’s purpose, which was simply to bring a smile to your face. im sorry. im an idiot. im a blasted fool. im sorry. i hope you forgive me, but if not, i understand. im sorry. i miss you! im sorry. i love you. im sorry. im a stupid idiot. sorta dumb at times, and well, i hope... im sorry.